holiday recovering from the financial crisis is awesome.
All the significant people in my life (this number does not reach 10) were busy or traveling. Right moment to enter into crisis and, finally, I realized that I can not stand to live like this.
I'm afraid of the cool people. Do not let it get closer.
I'm much more comfortable around companies that unconsciously (or consciously) know it will not be nice to me.
I drew that I have been increasingly surrounded animals by finding them the affection they desperately tried so flawed and misleading anonymous or unhealthy relationships.
Fernanda says he would not change anything in my childhood because, like Harry Potter, I would not be who I am today if things had been easy. She says that he and I are special.
I wish it were different, yes. And I do not think special. I just think it's fucked. Fucked up.
My psychologist wanted to understand how I am occasionally surprised by the value that people like Fernanda gives me and I can not see me.
replied that since childhood I have a lot of guilt and fear of being discovered. I was very young sexually initiated in circumstances prohibited socially and religiously sinful. I spent the entire adult life playing it in my sex life and therefore afraid of nice people and I feel comfortable around companies that unconsciously (or consciously) know it will not be nice to me.
Then finally understood why I always gave so little value.
desperately await return to work not to be so at the mercy of it all the time in the head.
And so help me God.
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